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Suffer with a Smile

by Harvest

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1.
Drown 01:52
When you've got nothing It feels like something It's so much easier to... When you've got something It feels like nothing It's so much easier to drown
2.
Collapse 04:00
Disconnecting you was best for me Simple logic you just don't see Sometimes things aren't meant to be We both knew this wouldn't last Experience and lessons learned Just wish you would have given me a turn Now you will learn Collapse But not into me Surviving you was hard for me Eyes open I was in disbelief How could you do this to me? We both knew this wouldn't last Experience and lessons learned Just wish you would have given me a turn Now you will learn Collapse But not into me
3.
Well it's hard knowing you're so great Gotta clean up all of my mistakes Guilt and shame me straight No, it's not right you're never wrong But I guess that's how you prove your strong It's narcissistic fate I'm sorry maybe I'm sorry maybe I'm sorry maybe Got a grip on my control Took my power and stole my soul But it's not too late Can't force the peace you destroyed Sorry my truths got you annoyed Why are you so irate? I'm sorry maybe I'm sorry maybe I'm sorry maybe Well I know that I feel nothing if it starts a fight And I guess in you position it just makes you right But I know that you feel guilty, it's just not the time That's why you project on me and make your bullshit mine As long as I suffer with a smile Make your delusions mine I can bask in your good graces until I cross the imaginary line Grown from toxic insecurities served on a silver spoon A place where love is bought and conditioned Born and raised Packaged to consume Well it's hard knowing you're so great Gotta clean up all my mistakes and Guilt and shame me straight
4.
New Groove 03:56
Well I know the way you paved for me But I still made mistakes for me though I bleed I break for you I bleed I break for you We need a new groove let's start, let's go Let's go Well I know the price I paid for your advice And I don't go expecting you to play nice I bleed I break for you I bleed I break for you We need a new groove let's start, let's go Hush little darling won't you calm your mind Black skies will fade and you'll be fine It's not what you think It's hardly what you know I'm not fighting I'm tired of surviving I just wanna finish the show Well I know your intentions for me Stop excusing the harm you caused though I bleed I break for you I bleed I break for you We need a new groove let's start, let's go Let's go
5.
Running on empty thoughts weighing me down Second-guessing my third time around Only trying to get off the ground Shake this mood Summers waiting, my lifes split in two Trying to remember what brought me to you Thoughts spinning: will I make it through? Shake this mood It's all inside my head I don't have to stay stuck anymore It's all inside my head I don't have to do this like before It's all inside my head I don't have to stay stuck anymore It's all inside my head I don't have to do this like before It's all inside my head I don't have to stay stuck anymore It's all inside my head I don't have to do this like before Awareness reminds me I've come a long way The past isn't the future and these feelings won't stay It's ok I'm here But there's a better way To shake this mood
6.
Stardust 04:42
You are the star to my sky You are my constant alibi Partners in crime Stardust in her eyes Catastrophic over time An old friend of mine You are the dark to my night And I'm my best by candlelight Partners in crime Stardust in her eyes Catastrophic over time An old friend of mine Why is my confidence a paper ship in a world of waves and fire? Why is my confidence a paper ship in a world of waves and fire? Why is my confidence a paper ship in a world of waves and fire? Partners in crime Stardust in her eyes Catastrophic over time No friend of mine
7.
There's something you're not saying 'Cause it might look bad on you Don't mind me I'm just breaking Reliving this black and blue It's not like you've been bleeding Crushed in silence for all these years It's not like you were screaming Only to fall on deaf ears Do what you wanna do It's all the same to you Pretend to care anyway There's something you're not seeing That privileged, rose-tinted view I find it so frustrating Guess empathy is lost on you Go on tell me how I'm wrong now It's easy when the bruises fade There's not two sides to this, man Silence won't make it go away Do what you wanna do It's all the same to you Pretend to care anyway There's something you're not hearing So you've made it all about you It's ok, I understand man Insecurities used to run my life too Do what you wanna do It's all the same to you Pretend to care anyway It's all the rage today
8.
Nice Guy 03:03
Silence is not all it's cracked up to be Searching the darkest parts of me Speaking up casts you out Truth ignites doubt There's comfort in a lie It's easier for a girl to cry Keep it locked up on the inside It's not your fault You're never wrong It's not your fault I'm so crazy And you're so simple trying to avoid a fight You don't act right And I have feelings so launch another gaslight I'm so crazy I'm so crazy I'm just crazy And you're a nice guy It's not your fault You're never wrong It's not your fault I'm so crazy and you're so simple Trying to avoid a fight You don't act right and I have feelings so launch another gaslight I'm so crazy I'm so crazy I'm just crazy And you're a nice guy.
9.
La Dee Da 02:18
It's that time We need a revolution they say Well Ok, OK! It's fine As long as you grasp how it's got this way This way La Dee Da Da Da Da Da Well my friend Molotov has got an answer for ya Maybe it's not the one you wanted to hear Blow it to pieces La dee da La dee da da da La dee da
10.
It'll Do 02:56
Another day, another dollar shorter Another trip around the sun I'm older Too many responsibilities to shoulder Before you know it It's over Dee dum, dee do It's me, it's you No matter what we do It'll do Another day another, moment closer Another smile on my face, I'm bolder The beauty is all around your eyes Beholder Before you know it It's over Dee dum, dee do It's me, it's you No matter what we do It'll do
11.
When the tables turning Backs against the wall Then the sky starts bleeding There's nothing to catch your fall When the moon gets hungry It swallows the stars whole The sheep will scatter the fields Off to find their souls And I'll keep screaming to the wind Outside looking in Once attached to a photograph of happiness in my head When the clocks are spinning Spiraling out of sight How did you tally your days As you go crashing into night Did you pay the man on time Clock in on the dot Did you do more of what you wanted Or tricked until you forgot? So I'll keep screaming to the wind Outside looking in Once attached to a photograph of happiness in my head Stopped chasing thoughts like they're tails Spinning this life all away Stopped pretending it's nothing and Acting like we're all ok I can't stand here silent as you look the other way I see more skeletons than closets and there's truth under all this decay It's hard to watch you seek slaughter when it's leading you all astray Well traditionally speaking you know what's best anyway So I'll keep screaming to the wind Outside looking in Once attached to a photograph of happiness in my head

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released November 11, 2020

Vocals - Sandy Davis
Guitar / Bass / Keys / Vocals - Elyse Hirsch
Drums - WJ Howell


Music by Elyse Hirsch
Lyrics by Elyse Hirsch & Sandy Davis

Engineered by Elyse Hirsch at Studio Black
Acoustic guitars engineered by Bahb Branca at Black Mold Recording Studio

Mixing & Mastering by Justin Cost Productions

Produced by Elyse Hirsch & Sandy Davis

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Harvest is an eclectic fusion of rock rooted in a folk storytelling style.

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